Has been very demoralized. Apparently the short trip to Cambodia doesn't help at all. Firstly, Jamie resigned. Then Celein. In less than a month. Boss has not been working fast to get things done. Most urgently, has been dragging employing new staff in until when they realise we really couldn't cope.
Jas has just been told to take over Celein's. I'm asked to stay in to assist in daily ops. When i go on 1 week leave next week, Chris will be doing 3 persons job. Let's see....
The Empress finally moved out last week. Like my mum said, it's a good thing in fact. And only so will our relationship turns better. I guess she's right. When i went over on Sunday for a family dinner (which i really drag and pull myself to be there after my lonely dinner outside. just appear for a show face) she's different. Yup, her attitude is much better. Just like the first time i visited her. But what has happened has happened. Things that she has done. Words that she has said. It's still fresh in my mind, deep in my heart. There may be a day but i wouldn't know how long it takes.
My sis-in-law went for her checkup today and has confirmed that she's carrying a baby boy. (again!) We are happy for her. But at the same time, should i feel envy? or should i feel jealous? It's ironical. In actual fact, i've long ago consider not to have any. Time is too short. Life is too fragile. I'm very much enjoy my mischievious hubby's accompany. There are so much for us to do everyday. I always felt time not enough and really afraid if either one of us is not here, how are we gonna carry on with life. I shared with him that my final wish is to live life. This said as in living in different places, blend in the different culture, work a different jobs (even if we were to grow our own veg). Just to live life. Two of us. But then again, unless we have enough $O$ in our savings a/c (just in case). And, i know how much he loves kid. But is this a valid reason for having one?
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